Stylez Major- Lost in a High (Official Music Video)

Stylez major lost in a high official music video tells a story of a young man caught in the grips of addiction, with a heartfelt strong rap performance as well as beautiful singing on the chorus this song is sure to have you feeling emotional!

The sobriety and recovery community have been helping spread the awareness of this official music video, of this song thanks to Jr at the recovery revolution, and many more. Many battles with alcoholism or drug addiction behind closed doors, too ashamed to speak the truth.

I had so many nights the past year or so drunk or high on drugs at a party and I would sit outside in the dark while the party was over and ask myself what am I doing. After all, the fun was had, and everyone left I always felt so much shame and regret.

My spirit was telling me I needed to change. One morning I woke up to the news my buddy zach overdosed and it was on my birthday, instead of allowing that to make me bury my feelings, I told myself his death would not be in vain, and I would get sober for good and make an inspirational song to help motivate others with my rap talent.

And out of all that pain, shame and regret a beautiful & inspirational song emerged. This song is dedicated to all you braves souls fighting to stay alive in the grips of addiction. LOvE YALL KEEP FIGHTING!

Filmed by Tony Sway
Beat by Rebbell
Performed, Recorded and engineered by Stylez Major
Artowrk KnowlifeDesign


SONG LYRICS

VERSE 1

IM STUCK IN MY HEAD AGAIN MY THOUGHTS KEEP RACING PACING
SMILE BUT MY LIGHT IS VACANT ANOTHER LINE ANOTHER SHOT IM TAKING
DON'T WANNA FEEL THE PAIN BE NAKED HIDING FROM THE SHAME
IM WAITING TO FEEL BUT ALL I EVER FEEL IS NUMB
THE PARTY IS LOADED WITH PEOPLE BUT I FEEL ALONE, I THOUGHT THIS WAS GUNNA
BE FUN THE DARKER THE FEELINGS THE FURTHER I RUN
CIGGARTES SMOKE CONSUMES MY LUNGS, THINKING ABOUT LAST YEAR I SAW MY DAD
IN THAT HOTEL HE WAS OF THEM DRUGS GAVE HIM A HUG 16 YEARS
SINCE HE SEEN HIS SON BUT ITS ALL LOVE IM BREAKING THE CHAINS
REMOVING THE PAIN NO TRAUMA REMAINS

IM LOST IN A HIGH BUT IM COMING DOWN TONIGHT
NONE OF THESE DRUGS MAKE ME FEEL LOVE
POUR UP A DRINK AND SELL MY SOUL FOR A BUZZ (X2)

VERSE 2

WOKE UP LONG NIGHT MY HEAD HURTS FROM A BAR FIGHT
HAD 3 MONTHS SOBER BLEW IT LAST NIGHT COCAINE HELLA SHOTS NOW MY CHEST TIGHT
CHAIN SMOKE MAN I DONT EVEN SMOKE LOST MY BRO BRO ZACH TO AN OVERDOSE ON MY BIRTHDAY
WE JUST STARTED GETTING CLOSE HIS GIRL AND HIS MOMS THE ONES HURTING THE MOST
LEFT BEHIND TWO YOUNG KIDS NOW TO THEM HE'S A GHOST GAVE ME A HUG THE LAST TIME THAT WE SPOKE
HOLD BACK THE TEARS AS I WRITE THIS AND CHOKE AND ITS HARDER TO COPE BUT I won't WOLLOW
IN MY SORROW I BELIEVE IN A NEW TOMORROW, TIMES SOMETHING WE CANNOT BORROW SUBSTANCES JUST MADE ME HOLLOW

IM LOST IN A HIGH BUT IM COMING DOWN TONIGHT
NONE OF THESE DRUGS MAKE ME FEEL LOVE
POUR UP A DRINK AND SELL MY SOUL FOR A BUZZ (X2)


VERSE 3


BEEN A ROLLERCOASTER JUST TRYING TO STOP THIS ALL THE HGIHS AND THE LOWS
RUNNING OUT OF OPTIONS FRIENDS AND MY FAMILY HAD TO WATCH THIS HAD A DREAM
LOST IT SO MUCH IT COSTED LAST SUMMER IN JAIL IN ARIZONA COKE POSSESSION
DUI I GOT ARRESTED IM CONFFESIN DARK TIMES DISGUISE AS BLESSINGS
ALL MENT TO BE AS I SHARE THIS MESSAGE ...AND AS I WRITE THIS TODAY YEAH I AM FINALLY SOBER
SO HAPPY ITS FINALLY OVER THE DEVIL NO LONGER STANDS UP ON MY SHOULDER
HAD TO GO THAT WAY SO I COULD GET HERE, HAD TO FACE MY PAIN NOW I SEE CLEAR
AND IM NOT ASHAMED THERES NO ONE TO BLAME INSPIRE YOUR CHANGE IM PROUD OF MY STAINS
SPLATTER THE PAINT THE BEAUTY REMAINS

IM LOST IN A HIGG BUT IM COMING DOWN TONIGHT
NONE OF THESE DRUGS MAKE ME FEEL LOVE
POUR UP A DRINK AND SELL MY SOUL FOR A BUZZ (X2)


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